How ironic. I came here tonight to make a post about how I'd ruined my life with rc benzos, other rcs, inhalants, and general bad decisions. But frankly it's too much to type out in detail on a fucking firestick. I'm currently writing this from the comfort of my one man cell in probably one of the easiest small town jails to be in, in the country. I was sober for 9 months other than the occasional noids, and then last week I was in a car wreck when a man pulling a pickup truck entered my lane and side swiped me. I was pretty concussed from the air bag deploying. The police tried to say I was fucked up and that my nicotine salt juice I had from my local vape store field tested positive for fentanyl.(these tests are notorious for causing false positives for substances such as sugar. Seriously, look it up). I'll spend several months here until the results come back from the state crime lab proving what I'm saying, and the cops look fucking stupid and have to release me. But until then I'll sit here as I cant afford bond on a level 5 drug felony like possesion of fentanyl. Ultimately though I'm going to go spend some time on a minimum security "work farm" on a case I've been fighting for 13 months for a stupid mistake I will admit I did make, when I was blacked out on etizolam. I'm really suffering right now though, as I've been denied medical care after this wreck, and the cops wont let me have my psych meds or the gabapentin I've had to take since having 2 operations on my leg a few years ago. I'm not looking for any sympathy, but I could use some support from the fam as I'm in a pretty dark place mentally right now and dont really have anybody left in my life who gives a fuck about me. Any support from ya'll would mean the world to me.
How ironic. I came here tonight to make a post about how I'd ruined my life with rc benzos, other rcs, inhalants, and general bad decisions. But frankly it's too much to type out in detail on a fucking firestick. I'm currently writing this from the comfort of my one man cell in probably one of the easiest small town jails to be in, in the country.