grow your own. its fairly easy. www.shroomery.org
I could really use a pick me up, depression sucks. I thought about growing my own a few years ago.
You can buy the spore syringes online. Shroomery has a sponsors/vendors list and most of those are going to be good to buy from. Lots of them also have promotional coupon codes so you'll get a free random cubensis syringe with your order so you'll at least get 2 when paying for just 1.