IM FRESH OUT YALL!!! FUCK!!!! THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE!! I LOVE YALL SO MUCH,YALL JUST DONT KNOW!! IVE BEEN STUCK IN A HOSPITAL FOR 72 HOURS....AND ALL I THOUGHT ABOUT WAS YALL!!
Each and every one of yall!! and I really mean that!! I been goin fuckin crazy with out yall! its just unreal how I feel rite know! I cant really type all that well cuz my fingers swole up from the iv meds.......same crap..... don't know the cause, there was an infection...vomiting,hot cold sweats from hell..vomiting blood....started a full week ago yesterday..in and out of doctors and ers....2 nites ago they admitted me tho....fuckin finally...dumbasses......have I mentioned how much the doc and hospitals LOVE RAPING MY INSURANCE COMPANY!! and me!! cuz im fresh out tha cell 3 days in....NO FUCKIN ANSWERS!!
oh yea aND I QUIT BLENDING TO......STOMOCH STILL JUST DESIDES TO REJECT MY BODY ON A FUCKIN WHIM!! LITERALLY!! I was posting the no begging post one minute....hurling the other!! perfectly fine...to septicly sick!!
im sorry I kno im rambling im just fuckin letting all out!! they cant fuckin fix me....and im scared.......ive cried all fuckin day today,,,,cuz im scared...I just want MY LIFE BACK!!
again sorry, I kno its not my diary but I needed a vent!!! I have holes in me everywhere ....it feels like my hands are asleep...best way to describe it.....but im not vomiting anymore ATM.....and my stomach is moving as far as I kno.the kings out pickin up my 7 rxs now...and NONE OF THEM WILL FUCK U UP!! HAHA lol.cant even get a good fuckin pain pill out tha deal!!
I'm glad to hear you are out of the hospital, it sux in there. I can't believe how bad the food
is. I'll be there all mopey & when they come in & ask if Ya want to eat? Then they get me all
excited "Oh Boy, Food" I'll be thinkin... Then an hour l8er---Ohhh what the hell, some innocent
lil' creature had to die For This?!!?
I have a friend, when she eats the food will go down her esophusgas, but it doesn't always open
to allow the food to reach her stomache. Then after awhile she will go & just spit-up whatever
she had been eating for the last half hour. As a result tho she is very thin...
Is that anything like Your malady my Queen?
Congrats Some More!